magnetic lifestyle

Its a common notion that in todays world there is a need to build and maintain barriers around ourselves which guard us from being exposed to any form of emotional anguish or worse being hurt by someone we come to love. These barriers have turned all of us into cocooned individuals bouncing around the world in our own self made bubbles... but does this really help???
we are stronger and more " practical" individuals but...we've lost the ability to let someone into our shells...so we have inturn doomed ourselves to a lifetime of solitude.....funny thought considering i cant take a step without bumping into someone these days. are we better off alone?? or is that no longer even a choice we have? we're like magnets..all alike and so we repel anyone coming close

Hmmmm......

I sometimes wonder to myself if i just have the basic need to wander and yet have the lazyness of a oig which in turn hinders my inner need to roam aimlessly...what therefore ensures is a mix and match which leads nowhere but to a weird shackeled bungy jump which halts every 5 meters with a jolt...its a jolty ride i must say...and my joints seem to be giving away, however the jolts help i feel...if the fall was smooth it wouldnt be so much fun if not for the pain of the jolt (although i must say it hurts)....so it feels like aparty where the cops shut it down every couple of hours and then its starts again after a bit...the music seems to differ though, shfting from popy glory, to the good old 70's sound, jmping onto the punk/grunge wagon on and off and sooner or later hitting the tempo with some wicked beats.....actually what i've just written must seem to be a bumpy ride for you but well thats how the shit falls