magnetic lifestyle

Its a common notion that in todays world there is a need to build and maintain barriers around ourselves which guard us from being exposed to any form of emotional anguish or worse being hurt by someone we come to love. These barriers have turned all of us into cocooned individuals bouncing around the world in our own self made bubbles... but does this really help???
we are stronger and more " practical" individuals but...we've lost the ability to let someone into our shells...so we have inturn doomed ourselves to a lifetime of solitude.....funny thought considering i cant take a step without bumping into someone these days. are we better off alone?? or is that no longer even a choice we have? we're like magnets..all alike and so we repel anyone coming close

Hmmmm......

I sometimes wonder to myself if i just have the basic need to wander and yet have the lazyness of a oig which in turn hinders my inner need to roam aimlessly...what therefore ensures is a mix and match which leads nowhere but to a weird shackeled bungy jump which halts every 5 meters with a jolt...its a jolty ride i must say...and my joints seem to be giving away, however the jolts help i feel...if the fall was smooth it wouldnt be so much fun if not for the pain of the jolt (although i must say it hurts)....so it feels like aparty where the cops shut it down every couple of hours and then its starts again after a bit...the music seems to differ though, shfting from popy glory, to the good old 70's sound, jmping onto the punk/grunge wagon on and off and sooner or later hitting the tempo with some wicked beats.....actually what i've just written must seem to be a bumpy ride for you but well thats how the shit falls

true calling

I was thinking to myself...is the one true reason the world is such an unhappy place because we fail to understand that the fear to do what we really...deep down in our hearts aspire to do, is the reason we are unhappy.its funny...i know there is something i want to do with all my heart, i know it'll give me happiness...yet i'm scared that the very thing that will make me happy will make me move away from the comfort of the 'supposed' security i enjoy in the life i have...its like the bird which never flew the coop but always looks up at the sky and wonders how it feels to fly......some take the plunge but keep looking back so much that they never endup loking at the thing that they set out to find and embrace...funny how life works

free!!!

I was wondering to myself...is the world a place which can understand me?? will my thoughts be understood..my perceptions be digested?? Is the need to be different yet be within norms destroye the meaning of both these parallel universes and merget matter and anti matter?
I was wondering to myself....am i a fool to place trust in the world?? what am i striving for...acceptance, accolades, a world wide jig for my delight???
the intricacies of the human mind and our left right and bottom hemispheres is warped in space and time. we are all in a merry go round singing with glee, singing for happiness and love, but above all we are singing for acceptance. is acceptance the key to it all i wonder. maybe it is or maybe the key is to absolve the idea that we need acceptance and revel in our own delightful mental playground.
I was wondering to myself......

progression

evolution is a funny word..It signifies change n claims we evolve but the most important fucking thing is missing...is it for better or for worse...? we are a world of blood sucking parasites who'v sucked the life out of this planet and the sheer enormity of our masss have spread like a virus to envelop and latch on to the core of life. do we really care?? do we watch a live earth or live 8 for the cause or just treat it like another concert? have all the PSA's, all the fuckin talks of how to get through to a race who feel the need to utterly disregard all that the world was ever about? I wonder if the realisation dawns on any of us that the world was never meant to be our bitch but merely our playground. We will pursue this madness and utter bliss in ignarance till it is time for the world to press the pause button and delete the tape.....think about it, PLAY- PAUSE-DELETE!!!!

whats your trip

is it electronic, is it subniminal goody goody pinkyassed pop? is it the riff of a guitar or the thump of a drum? what is your sound? what is music? why is it that freakin hypnotic and tripped out that it can take u into a totally different fuckin stratosphere? is it the madness of page and plant or is it the beat of the chemical brothers? who trips you out? whats your trip man? grab a pass and join the ride.....

i begin with the words of a true god

The Night is young & full of rest

I can't describe the way she's dress'd

She'll pander to some strange requests

Anything that you suggest

Anything to please her guest